Koyal by Nitin Sawhney. This song slaps so hard, DAMN.
I’ve just been thinking about how I’m the kind of person who cant say “no” just to spare someone’s feelings. I hate to disappoint people. I put the happiness of others in front of mine, which I’d say is a selfless thing, but wrong when I need to be truthful. Sometimes I wish I were ruthless, and I wish I could focus less on the well being of other people- but I can’t help it.
Its nice when all my efforts are appreciated- it doesn’t happen a lot, but when it does it means a lot to me (like on New Years HA!)
i want to fast forward and move far far far away. its hard to get people to see what you see, and if they can never see it, you feel sad about it and move on. my new years resolutions are to experience new things, be good&kind to everyone/everything, and to be inspired to grow from everything i feel.