bizarre: Archive

I’ve just been thinking about how I’m the kind of person who cant say “no” just to spare someone’s feelings. I hate to disappoint people. I put the happiness of others in front of mine, which I’d say is a selfless thing, but wrong when I need to be truthful. Sometimes I wish I were ruthless, and I wish I could focus less on the well being of other people- but I can’t help it.

Its nice when all my efforts are appreciated- it doesn’t happen a lot, but when it does it means a lot to me (like on New Years HA!)

Jan 25, 20091 note

“you’re a beautiful person… i don’t think you hear it as much as you say it, and you deserve to.” —adi

Jan 23, 2009

Play

Jan 22, 2009

i want to be a bird

lady: we can have anything!
patient: no we cant... we can aspire to anything. but we don't get it just because we want it. i would rather spend my life close to the birds rather than wasting it, wishing i had wings.

Jan 21, 2009

Listen

A Tribe Called Quest- sampling some Lou Reed.

CAN I KICK IT?

Jan 19, 20091 note

Jan 18, 20091 note

but y?

me: .........
supreet: beaners are good, nice dicks, nice lips yaknow
supreet: its understandable
me: NICE DICKS NICE LIPS
me: Y
supreet: i dont judge
supreet: you need that extra spice in your taco
supreet: i feel you

Jan 14, 2009

“charlie, we accept the love we think we deserve.” —the perks of being a wallflower

Jan 9, 2009

Listen

Jan 7, 2009

“You can’t change the past, but you can ruin the present by worrying about the future” —

Jan 7, 2009

“We are defined by opportunities, even the ones we miss” —benjamin button

Jan 3, 2009

2009

i want to fast forward and move far far far away. its hard to get people to see what you see, and if they can never see it, you feel sad about it and move on. my new years resolutions are to experience new things, be good&kind to everyone/everything, and to be inspired to grow from everything i feel.

Jan 3, 2009