NINA SIMONE is so amazing. there is awesome&sexiness in everything about her.
im still trippin over how my friends, specifically shozeb and rachel, mistake me for being an evil person. they both recently admitted to me they were scared of me, and my heart went like this: </3 i dont think i’m mean :/ - hopefully you guys, my bffs, know me better than that. it just sucks bad tho cuz i always try really hard to avoid hurting anybodys feelings for any reason. i respect everyone til they give me a reason not to- even then i’ll still be kind and generous to them. i love everyone and i dont judge or degrade people cuz i think everyone has something beautiful about them worth knowing- n all that shit. what do i do, that makes my friends think im a bad person and shit? :(
i dont know why we try so fuckin hard, just so things can fall back down. i’ll do whatever it takes to make things better, or at least make me forget- even if its just for a little bit. i really want to curl up, music blasting, and disappear for good sometimes.